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Essays on identity, insight and embodiment, and why change doesn't always stick.

The Intelligence Inside Resistance chronic symptoms embodiment healing identity john el-mokadem nervous system Oct 02, 2026

By John El-Mokadem

When the body puts the brakes on, there may be more going on than we realise.

(This story is shared with permission from one of our clients. Thank you to them ❤️)

Recently we had a session with a client who had had severe back pain for the last 10 weeks. They've been on a journ...

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Why Growth Must Disturb The Familiar change identity john el-mokadem personal growth self awareness transformation Sep 18, 2026

By John El-Mokadem

What an accidental Substack email reminded me about growth, loss and becoming someone new.

Hello everyone - yes, it’s John! 😂

I say this because today you may have received an email from an alternate timeline with a Substack written by Julien, who works behind the scenes with u...

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When The Body Holds On embodiment grief identity john el-mokadem nervous system transformation Aug 04, 2026

By John El-Mokadem

What if the body doesn't just remember the past, but rehearses who we believe ourselves to be?

For regular readers of this Substack, you may have noticed that I’ve been quiet the last 8 weeks.

The reason for this is that it has seemed like life threw a proverbial grenade into o...

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The Work Hidden Inside Surrender consciousness identity john el-mokadem nervous system surrender transformation Jun 02, 2026

By John El-Mokadem

The deeper intelligence may already be within us. The question is how we can become available to it.

I know. I know. This title sounds like an oxymoron.

But hear me out.

Something I've been sitting with a lot lately is what I used to teach about creation during my Three Princi...

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The Cost of Becoming Who You Were Told To Be consciousness healing identity john el-mokadem nervous system self trust May 26, 2026

By John El-Mokadem

Why familiar suffering often feels safer than an unknown freedom.

“He who conquers others is strong; he who conquers himself is mighty.” — Lao Tzu

What if the things that excite you have more power than the things you are afraid of leaving?

So many of us are stuck doing things...

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Why Your Old Life Keeps Pulling You Back consciousness healing identity john el-mokadem nervous system transformation May 17, 2026

By John El-Mokadem

Sometimes the environment has to change before the identity can stabilise.

It’s a question I’ve wrestled with many times. How can someone have a peak experience where they really see and feel the potential of a new way of being, but actually integrate that into their life in a s...

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